Live for yourself only, as the future you when looking back couldn’t have any regret.
So what, you are a girl, 23 years-old, yes! not too old, not too young, and you have met many unwanted things in your life. So what?

If you sad, just cry
If you happy, just laugh
Listen to music or draw or write some crazy things or watch a love movie.
It doesn’t matter that your drawing isn’t pretty, or your writing is dull or the movie makes you miss your lover more.
Just act and live as the way you want.
Fired? so what?, find another job, yes, I know it is hard and frustrating, however if you don’t move, nothing change.

I miss you, yes, a lot, but I think i will smile and keep it like this in front of you, when talking with you.
I cannot make sure that I can always smile, I might cry sometimes, however, it couldn’t be help, right. Since you are my one, the one who really make me smile the real smile, the one that no matter happen, I cannot forget that true feeling.

Am I too silly? I cry almost every night, even in the afternoon, but if it helps me remember you, then I will keep doing it.
You know what, I have looked back to the photos I took after that day, i couldn’t smile the true smile on those photos.
Many people said that my eyes can replica when I am most happy, however, I realize that my eyes don’t smile anymore.
I can have a frequent “fake smile” but my eyes are sad and sorrow.

Well, can’t help it. I miss you too much, dear.

I don’t wanna care about others say , it’s ok. I sometimes still read those stupid post, however, don’t worry, I will be fine